I should be doing my commerce notes right now. I'm almost done with my notes anyway. So, I'm going to waste my time in front of this computer. I didn't go to school today due to this really really annoying backache. Okay, maybe I'm just a little lazy too, just a little. Sometimes we all get a little lazy, don't we? No? Yeah, whatever. It's not that I'm lazy to go to school and learn, it's just.. How do I say this..? There's actually no point of going if my mind is not there, and my soul is somewhere else. I just need a moment to relax, not a brilliant idea actually, considering that this is my last year of being in high school.

My mind is full of sighs, and I find it hard to focus on some stuffs, especially my studies. I think most people find it hard to believe that I actually give a f*ck about my studies. I know I socialize too much, not in a bad way though. I do not party or anything. But yes, I do care about my future. Well, when I think about it again, it's a good thing that some people couldn't believe it 'cause that lowers their expectation in me. Nice! However, that does not mean that I should not do well. I do. But...oh what the heck. I'm not going to talk about this.

Another thing that's itching in my mind is...I hate to say this..my classmates, new classmates. I am going to admit this, and I seriously seriously do not care who's going to file a complaint about this, I just dislike most of them. Again, I said m-o-s-t of them. I don't really know why, I just don't. I don't really know them that well, except for my friends, Tasha & Ann. The others, just a bunch of strangers I don't really know. And to tell you the truth, I just don't want to know them, most of them. Some of them are nice actually, in front of me. Blah, enough about them.

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